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[deadly_legacy]

I...

I think I just had a very real dream about blowing up a school...without being asleep.

[She's trying not to seem as disturbed by it as she feels. She would really like someone to tell her it's a curse day.]

(OOC: Cursed to "relive" Tommy team_sociopath blowing up a high school.)

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[team_sociopath]

[...]

Must be a curse.

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[blessed-ninja.livejournal.com]

You had a hallucination? [ Sakura's attempts to resist sighing but a muffled murmur is still heard. ] It seems like everyone is having them.

Were you the one blowing up the school? [ ....Sakura isn't quite sure how to phrase this question but, it's something that has to be asked. ]

[deadly_legacy]

Tommy. It felt so real. But I didn't even have explosives.

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[deadly_legacy]

Sakura, hello. Yes. It must have been that...

Was it me? Well, I didn't... I don't know how. I was just focusing on it.

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

How'd you do it?

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

I don't know...

I was looking at it and I clenched my fists. I could feel something. It wasn't outside yet. It was just in me I think. Like a rumble, but not the sort when you're hungry. Something deeper. And I was frustrated I think. And angry? Then the ground started to shake, but it felt like I was making it shake.

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

Yeah, I thought so.

It's some kind of-- like that curse with the dreams, I guess, only not dreaming.

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

[Blinks] You thought so? Did you see the same thing?

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

...Euphie, that was my school.

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

Your...

[She's quiet a moment. It wasn't so long ago she was in Tommy's body being warned she could blow things up. So, she was seeing Tommy's memories?]

I always liked school. [Awkwardly.]

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

I didn't.

[Sigh, what else are you supposed to say. Hi, this is why I was in jail?]

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

...Why not?

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

People suck. It's boring. I hate people making me sit still.

I say it was an accident. I mean, it's a legal thing. But that's the story.

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

[People suck?] Was anyone hurt?

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

Not really. Not bad, anyway.

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

Why did you think they sucked? Were they mean to you?

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

Does it really matter?

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

It matters to you, doesn't it?

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

Would you feel better about me if I had a better reason?

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

Better about...? [That catches her a little off guard.]

Oh, Tommy. I don't feel bad about you. I know you're a good person. People have their reasons or they make mistakes. It doesn't change everything about them. [And this is right up there with forgetting to send out Christmas cards compared to some of the things the people she's loved have done. If you can't count your kill totals in the triple digits yet then forgiving you is still child's play.]

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

I'm not looking for pity. I never was.

It happened, it's over.

[Private]

[deadly_legacy]

Is that why you were in that other place?

[She pauses.] I've really seen a lot of your life. I've even literally been in your shoes. It isn't fair. You don't get to choose to share things or not.

[Private]

[team_sociopath]

In juvie, yeah. We were trying to appeal but well, I guess it didn't work out.

I wouldn't share most of it if they gave me a choice, which is probably why they don't.

[undespairing]

Blowing up a school? That sounds exciting.

[ironmanic.livejournal.com]

Daydreaming? Not that unusual. Nobody liked school, it's normal.