✜023 [voice | open]

[deadly_legacy]

[She's been wanting—well, needing—to do this since she awoke yesterday. Even though it was a curse and everyone is fine now as Lelouch says everyone still deserves an apology.

They deserve more.

But she isn't sure what else she has to offer. She started writing one a few times before deciding it needed to be in her own voice. She couldn't be so cowardly as to hide in a letter. She just needed another few minutes to make sure she could start without falling apart in the process.]


Hello. [Long pause.] I would like to apologize to everyone I spoke to yesterday and everyone who saw my awful, shocking post. I am especially sorry to Ken and Syaoran who I... [So much for keeping her voice together. The curse. Dean. Suzaku. It was a very, very emotional few days for her, but she was a princess. She needed to continue, so she did.] hurt. And of course to all of the Japanese for my hurtful words.

I am so very, very sorry.

Umi, Mara, Flynn, Yuri, Lelouch...thank you all so much for stopping me and for helping Ken and Syaoran. I am forever in your debt.

[Pause] Cain, I would like to take some time off of work.


(OOC: Action open to Lelouch and anyone storming the castle. I mean...visiting the apartment.)

Comments

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[notflynn.livejournal.com]

Damn it, of all people to be cursed with something like that-

You realize none of us hold it against you- I'm just sorry you had to experience that at all.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

I know. You've all been very, very kind about such a horrible thing. [Even Mara who hasn't exactly been friendly. Really, considering what happened it wasn't bad.]

[private]

[notflynn.livejournal.com]

Cause we know the real you.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

Speaking of the real me...

I think I see what you mean about Flynn.

[private]

[notflynn.livejournal.com]

He didn't hurt you, did he?

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

Oh, no, of course not. [She can't imagine that.] He just sounded different.

[private]

[notflynn.livejournal.com]

Good.

[He'd have beaten the shit out of Flynn]

Yeah- someone's controlling him. He could do anything at this point.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

But he still came to help me. He still saved Ken and Syaoran.

[private]

[notflynn.livejournal.com]

Yeah. There's still a part of him fighting whatever's controlling him.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

He's very strong. [The worry in her voice is clear though]

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[notflynn.livejournal.com]

But even that's not enough. The people controlling him's gotta be strong.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

Who would do something like that?

[private]

[notflynn.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

It's a horrible thought.

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[notflynn.livejournal.com]

It's definitely tiring.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

Yuri... Is there anything I can do? For Flynn or for you?

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[notflynn.livejournal.com]

If you could talk to him...find anything out. Don't meet up with him. Just talk.

[private]

[deadly_legacy]

All right. I can do that. Is there something specific you need to know that will help him?

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[notflynn.livejournal.com]

Any hints about who's controlling him would be helpful.

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[deadly_legacy]

I'll do my best!